sick irony

this was written a good two years (okay ear and a half), but i've been going through old files, and i just had to post it. it just sums me up too well... heheh

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sick irony
(8.17.03)

hello world
here I am
why do I get the feeling
that you’re laughing at me again?
(well maybe you are)
and this sick irony
is congealing in my stomach
(if only I was that brave
or that stupid)

I suppose I should have known
when I took the position
at the head of the charge
that fools rush in
and the angels had given up
long, long ago
ha